hmm...

bad day bad day...well it started damn good.. but with my big mouth.. it ended badly...

did i not present myself well? did i joke too much? did i tell too many things about myself.. till im like boasting? did i did i...? so many things that might have went wrong...

i am not serious enough maybe? i am not smart enough maybe? i am not talkative enough maybe? i am not fun enough maybe? maybe maybe...

suan le.. yi ge ren jiu yi ge ren..be back myself..dun want to be fun..dun want to joke.. dun want to socialise... extreme? who cares? no one anyway